Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
Would you've been a  little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?
I payed for the  murder before they determined the sex
Choosing our life over your life meant your death
And you never got'a chance to even open your eyes
Sometimes I wonder as a foetus if you faught for your life?
Would you have been a little genius in love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have been a little rapper like your papa da Piper?
Would you have made me quit'smokin' by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose?
And the way you would have  laughed and talked fast or slow?
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I've got a millon excuses to why you died
Bet the people got their own  reasons for homicide
Who's to say it woulda worked, and who's to say it  wouldn't have?
I was young and strugglin' but old enough to be your dad
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My vision of a family was artificial and fake
So  when it came time to create I made a mistake
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Happy Birthday, love you whoever you would have been
Happy Birthday..